*Entered: in emacs on Hackberry Pi Zero of Death*
*Date: 20250407*
I am currently reading *The Illustrated Field Guide to DMT
Entities* and while I have never encountered an entity on
DMT, I did watch the gods enter and exit our realm through
a portal in the ceiling.
Interesting that the cover of the book shows an illustration
titled the god molecule - a molecule with eyes as the
nucleus. Many, many times on shrooms I have seen something
similar, except I saw cells. Pulsing, living biological
cells with eyes as their nucleus.
Once I took 2 grams of shrooms before driving from Denver to
Hays, Kansas. When I am microdosing and have a level of
psylicibin in my system all the time, 2 grams does nothing
except give me a pleasant feeling and make colors pop while
driving. However, on this occasion I was not microdosing and
the trip hit with an intensity that was quite unexpected.
I was listening to Pantera on shuffle in my rental car when
all of the sudden I was driving thru hell. The sky was red
and I had an intense bad feeling. I exited the highway and
parked in a convienient lot. Thinking I would try to sleep
it off I closed my eyes, and there they were - the cells
with eyes. I had seen them before at that point, but this
time I knew they were the eyes of God and they were looking
into my soul, judging me as unworthy.
I could not bear to close my eyes, and decided to phone a
friend who talked me down for around 30 minutes. After that
call I got back on the road. It is because of this I tend to
think of this visual as *The Eyes of the Lord*. Only in this
one instance were they vexatious. That experience taught me
a lot about dosing.
