I have found that I vascillate between having purpose and being between purposes. The between times are hard because it leaves me with a sense of being useless. On the other hand, during the time when I feel I have a purpose, I tend to give it so much energy that other people think it odd. This is the reason I released so much music, or why I tend my gopherhole constantly... I tend to devote myself to a project. It is when I am happy. Even if something external sours my mood, the solace of having the project seems to make it all better.
I am setting a goal to start keeping a list of subsequent projects to have onhand. This will enable me to avoid the _between times_.
