So, we're temporarily minus one person at work. (He's on vacation and getting married.) Oh boy, I am not looking forward to the schedule fun.
I'm still super nervous, thinking about how things would change if I get that position at the financial firm. I've gotten everything taken care of and will be getting back to him about it tomorrow.
It's not the job itself that scares me - I learned a lot about how a pharmacy works, after all. My big fears are time. Will I be able to be around much, anymore? I know my schedules would change pretty drastically, and to the point where a lot of people I do stuff with now would... not be feasible anymore.
I'll also miss the people, strange as it may seem. As much as some people make me want to bash my head in, when you treat people well, <b>they'll remember you</b>. It's very common I run into people outside my store these days, and these cases are generally a good thing! I'd hope I'd still run into these people.
I dunno. People kinda fascinate me. Sometimes people just don't click, and this is fine. (At least, as long as you don't have to see them every damn day) But if you treat people well, it'll at least be rewarding emotionally. I see no reason to treat anybody poorly. Frustrations happen sometimes, and that's okay, as long as everyone's willing to work to overcome the issues.
Back to the whole "being around" thing, though... it makes me very glad technology like smartphones exist. I'd want to get a <a href="
http://betanews.com/2016/03/08/gpd-win-pocket-sized-windows-10-laptop/">GPD Win</a>, or something similar to bring around with me, if I had to start relying on other methods to get around. I've always liked the idea of little machines you can bring around like this, and it'd be nice to be able to at least keep in touch with people. (I'm not too keen on the whole Windows 10 thing, but... I feel like I'll have to learn to live with it sometime.)
This one's kind of a jumble of thoughts tonight, I guess. I guess most of it just comes down to not wanting to find myself lonely. As it is, being at work most of the day has pretty much stolen most of my contact with some people, and I guess I just don't want to lose even more of it.
Time is a bitch.
